**I decided to delete my last post.. instead.. i decided to post this ..

we can’t forget what happened.. but we can forgive..and pray

Remember Virginia Tech

I went through some of my past xanga posts yesterday and it was just funny how many of the questions i had back then..were answered throughout these years since.

It’s amazing to see God’s faithfulness in my own life.

I had such a great time with angie, nomhee and catie yesterday. ^^

we had great food from champs and even looked through some interesting books at barnes.

I remember the one about toilets around the world? lol.. who knew people would design some far out designs for toilets? lol

we even ran into some of the church guys at barnes.. shows how we all have nothing to do? lol…

well once summer break starts.. i can’t wait to go visit the movie theaters again.. and just CHILL.. ^^

I think this week and next week are going to be pretty hectic weeks.

This week a nude model will be coming to our art class and so we’ll be learning how to draw the human body.

Then next week portfolios are due. The rest of my finals will be next week and basically i should start studying now lol..

Hope everyone has an awesome week

Then Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak…And he said, “Your name shall no longer be Jacob, but Israel; for you have striven with God and with me and have prevailed.” (Genesis 32:24, 28)

“Heel grabber” is what Jacob’s name means, a name you would expect of a wrestler. Jacob’s entire life up till now was spent calculating his next move and maneuvering to a position of advantage so he could pry from God’s hands so many of the blessings that God in time had wanted to give him anyway.

Now it was God’s turn to grab Jacob’s heel, to wrestle with this fundamental flaw in his nature, and touch him in a way so he would never forget the encounter. Through the ordeal, Jacob learned that God’s blessing comes not from grabbing but from clinging.

There’s something of Jacob in all of us, I think. If so, there must be a night of reckoning for us as well. A night when God finds us alone, grabs us, throws us to the ground, and wrestles with that fundamental flaw in our character. In that dark night of the soul, though He cripples us, in the dawn He blesses us.

For some of us, the crippling is the blessing.

-Ken Gire

soooo… i’ve had a cold on and off since January..

and my cough has not left me yet…

i felt like it was time to go get it checked out … so i did today

i have low blood pressue.. which i guess is better than high? and

found out i have bronchitis… so i got antibiotics but i also committed to fasting for 10 days..

what to do.. antibiotics or fast… i can only choose one….

hmmMmmmm…..